That sigh of relief was needed. Lately I've been in a funk. All I was doing was working and lifting not really enjoying life. My bf who I was crazy for dumped me and I wasn't making the progress in my career like I thought I would. I was stressed and not enjoying life. Well you guys those days are long gone and here's why.
ME: It finally clicked that I was so concerned about everyone else that I wasn't putting me first. With my bf I left all of my stuff slip. I was eating right or lifting the way I should. It was my fault I should have remembered my goals and plans. I want to have a healthy lifestyle for me and the only one that would make this happen is yours truly. From now on no more distractions. I am have a goal and I'm going to make them happen nobody else.
FRIENDS: As you may know I am a fraternity man (I hate the term frat boy with a passion). One of my closest brothers got married (the first one I came out to). After college I moved back to Michigan while all of my friends stayed in Ohio therefore I'm not always able to be with the people who mean the most to me. It was great seeing everybody and they always make me laugh and I felt like I was with family. They have accepted and loved me unconditionally and that's saying a lot when most are white, conservative republicans and I'm a black gay guy who loves to suck dick and fuck (I'm not republican). They are the true meaning of brotherhood and I cannot say enough good things about them.
TWITTER/INDUSTRY: You guys fucking rock! Thanks for all the support it means more than I could possibly say.