My cherry got Popped

hahaha well that happened a llllllloooooonnnggggg time ago. But recently I did lose my porn virginity and it was A-MAZE-ZING. Like after my first tweet...I'm addicted. Let me start from the beginning...

So if you follow me on twitter you know I recently joined fabscout and I have to say it has been one of the best decisions I've made. Howard, Matt and Misty some of the best people I met in the industry so far. They aree honest, supporting and extremely helpful. I mean I probably annoyed the hell out of them with all my questions. I gotta say thanks.

It was a great trip. I had a fun time shooting with both my scene partners Sean Xavier Lawrence and Mitch Vaugh. It was some of the most of fun I had and both of them are great sweet guys. Also had a great time talking, hanging and getting good advice from Scott Alexander, Spencer Reed and Alessio Romero. It was great meeting Trey Turner, the very sexy Dean Monroe (how can a man be that hot) and Chi Chi LaRue...

If this is how my career is starting out I can't wait to see what happens next.

Clothiers

OK if you don't know this about me you obviously don't pay attention/care about me but I love clothes. I mean as much as I love to run around naked I have always loved fashion. Especially companies that push the line. Three of my favorites are:

SOLDOUT CLOTHING

NASTYPIG

SLICK IT UP

I like SC for two reasons. When I was first coming into the industry (still am) they gave me a lot of support and love. They helped put my name out on twitter and always checked in me. I gotta appreciate that. They even named a shirt after me (my real name lol) . But also their images on their garments are reminders of my first exposure to the gay lifestyle. I am a huge Tom of Finland fan...I own one of the books. These are actually the first images I ever jerked off too. So its kinda like wearing a memory for me.

NP to me is whats current and classic for any gay. They make everything a gay man needs and a lot of things he wants. They show that you can be proud of your sexuality and proud of sensual side. When some people think of the word pig they have a negative connotation. They are turning that around. Be proud of your pig self.  Also I like how unique everything is and how alot of it is everyday wear and I love their jeans. I have a small waist and a huge ass so its hard for me to find jeans that fit. Each shredder is unique so you never have to worry about somebody dressed like you. Their clothes are super comfortable....these were the first jocks that didn't irritate me.

SIU to me is the boldness I want to push out. Non porn me is out going but my JP personal is the extreme side of that. He is super bold and doesn't give a fuck (like a honey badger) . I love that they twist classics and mix them in with fetish wear. They are so in your face I love it plus I think their creator David is hot as fuck...their commercials are genius...here is the latest one....http://vimeo.com/28251448

if you know of any gay designers let me know...

Aaaaahhhhh

That sigh of relief was needed. Lately I've been in a funk. All I was doing was working  and lifting not really enjoying life. My bf who I was crazy for dumped me and I wasn't making the progress in my career like I thought I would. I was stressed and not enjoying life. Well you guys those days are long gone and here's why.

ME: It finally clicked that I was so concerned about everyone else that I wasn't putting me first. With my bf I left all of my stuff slip. I was eating right or lifting the way I should. It was my fault I should have remembered my goals and plans. I want to have a healthy lifestyle for me and the only one that would make this happen is yours truly. From now on no more distractions. I am have a goal and I'm going to make them happen nobody else.

FRIENDS: As you may know I am a fraternity man (I hate the term frat boy with a passion). One of my closest brothers got married (the first one I came out to). After college I moved back to Michigan while all of my friends stayed in Ohio therefore I'm not always able to be with the people who mean the most to me. It was great seeing everybody and they always make me laugh and I felt like I was with family. They have accepted and loved me unconditionally and that's saying a lot when most are white, conservative republicans and I'm a black gay guy who loves to suck dick and fuck (I'm not republican). They are the true meaning of brotherhood and I cannot say enough good things about them.

TWITTER/INDUSTRY: You guys fucking rock! Thanks for all the support it means more than I could possibly say.

Hey Guys

Sorry for being MIA just nothing really exciting has been happening besides my relationship ending and even that fizzled. Now I'm just gearing up for FOLSOM. I have never been but from what I heard and the pics I saw I will love it. I know a lot of people see me as the boy next door but I do have some pig tendencies. I do some cum, sweat and lube (in a safe way).  I also want to push myself in my sexuality as well try new things and discover and after doing a little at IML why no FOLSOM.

Anyways I'm finally booked for my first shoot! Not saying when (its soon though) and with who (hush hush). But its happening but I will blow you away. Stay posted!

Preview of my shoot from today

My second shoot. I shot with local phenom Jimm Tuffy...he's amazing. If you are ever in Detroit try to work with him...hes honest, pushes you and will make you work. He finds amazing spaces. Honestly I was nervous as fuck and he made me relaxed. Well here you go....

DAH DAH DAH DAH Finally IML/Grabbys

Ok so I'm finally writing about IML/Grabbys which is fitting because it was a journey to get there. First of all I didn't even know if I was going to go. Some toxic people (who are no longer in my life at this point) cancelled on me two days before and they had the hotel reservation. But I didn't let that stop me. My best friend from college lives in Chicago so I called her up and she offered me a place to stay. I love you bitch! I got on the train on Friday planning to be there at 10pm. Of course I had another obstacle...a car literally stalled on the tracks in Indiana....I end up getting there at 2am. I still went out and had a great time....with some great ass and dick.

                                              (my shirt Friday Night by SOLDOUT CLOTHING)

After I got some sleep and cleaned up I decided I was going to check out the leather mart at IML. I had never been and was definitely curious. I am just really exploring the leather/fetish community now. I found to be really interesting and hot. I love the fact that people were so open and proud about what they like. In Michigan it seems to be so hidden. It was definitely a hot experience watching guys in jock straps, leather and restraints. I will be back next year. Also the hot boy named Mutt who pulled out my cock in the middle of the leather mart will always have a special place in my heart. ;-)

Another great thing about the leather mart was that I finally got meet the people that I tweet all the time. Got to finally meet Chris Porter, Samuel Colt, Erynn, Kennedy Carter. There were others but it would be too long. That made me way more comfortable about the Grabbys that night.

Speaking of which Grabbys were amazing. It was so great to meet everybody. They were so nice and so helpful. I honestly was scared shitless about this. I'm not known except from twitter and I wasn't with anybody so I wasn't that confident. After getting bent over by Sister Roma (hey gur!) and everybody talking to me I felt good. The booze helped too.

Speaking of booze the after party was amazing and I'm mildly obsessed with a Cassi (a bartender at Spin) who became my bff. I finally got to do my shot of Patron w.Samuel Colt and Chris Porter (about 7months late).  After that I really came out of my shell. I gave a lap dance to Jade (one of the Drag Queens from RuPaul's Drag Race) and put my face in the crotch of a go go boy. The night continued with motorboating a friend and general shenanigans.

(Grabbys outfit...Shirt is by SOLDOUT CLOTHING)

The next day I headed home back to Michigan to go back to my normal life. Thanks Chicago!

More pics

I promise to write about the Grabby's/IML....